s.e. smith

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s.e. smith is a National Magazine Award-winning Northern California-based writer who has appeared in The Guardian, Rolling Stone, Esquire, Bitch Magazine, and numerous other fine publications. 

Stories

Cover Photo: An image of a hospital bed
We Don’t Want More Beds, We Want Disability Justice

Beds transmute into a form of policing while simultaneously being promoted as an alternative to policing.

Mar 16, 2021
Cover Photo: A person dipping a pot into water and splashing water onto its surface. The pot is an iridescent white with black crazing and a purple glow.
Why Is There No Place for Serious Mental Illness in Anti-Stigma Campaigns?

In listings for old pottery that was not intended to be crazed, sellers will disclose what they see as damage: ‘Some crazing.’ Sometimes that’s how I feel. Some crazing.

Jan 28, 2021
Cover Photo: A small girl with blonde hair and deep blue eyes frowning tearfully, as if angry or about to cry.
What My Mental Illness Taught Me About Self-Control

There are entire lines of therapy that basically boil down to “learn self-control so you never upset the sane.”

Jan 07, 2021
Cover Photo: Three color-coded and labeled illustrations of cross-sections of the human body, glowing with warm light.
First You Must Know Something Is Wrong

Everyone’s experience of a diagnosis is different. Here is mine: A key opens a lock I didn’t know existed, sending a door swinging wide.

Nov 16, 2020
Cover Photo: A photo of a doll's head—which bears resemblance to Donald Trump—seemingly abandoned on the pavement, surrounded by leaves and dirt and sticks.
How Mental Illness Became a Scapegoat for Trump’s White Supremacy

When you attribute someone’s evil actions to their mental health status rather than their actual root cause—like white supremacy—then that evil is no longer presented as a choice.

Oct 21, 2020
Cover Photo: A close-up of three or four people's hands in the darkness, each holding sparklers that light up the center of the photo.
Disability Sucks Sometimes. Why is it Taboo to Say So?

Disability ruins everything, these stories tell us: disability itself is tragedy. These people’s lives are over, apparently, even though they are palpably still here.

Aug 25, 2020
Cover Photo: A wooden chair with a blue seat stands alone in a blue room.
What If Accessibility Was Also Inclusive?

It’s hard to articulate what it feels like to spend a lifetime being told that you are not allowed. Not always in so many words, but in gestures, in spaces, in thoughtlessness.

Jul 28, 2020
Cover Photo: A black and white photo of two statues: angels caught in what seems like an intimate embrace.
The Small Beauty of Funeral Sex

There is something about sex that feels like an unequivocal “fuck you” to death, taking something back from that which has taken something from you.

Jul 15, 2020
Cover Photo: A collage of four images—Two of AIDS protests and "die-in" protests in the 1990s, and two of Black Lives Matter protests and "die-in" protests in 2020.
Tired of Dying: Ashes Action, Covid-19, and Protesting Under a Pandemic

When your back is against the wall, dumping your loved ones in the president’s front yard can seem like the only rational response.

Jun 15, 2020
Cover Photo: A photo of a man's hand pressing into the musculature of another man's back.
The Hands That Haunt Us: When Did Disability Become Consent?

You will remember, in fact, the first doctor who does ask, who says ‘is it okay if I put my hands here,’ gesturing, waiting for you to say ‘yes.’

Mar 17, 2020